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moving on [22 Nov 2004|09:19pm]
So I got a blogger and I really enjoy it more, so I think the majority of my posts are going to be there from now on…
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[13 Oct 2004|02:43pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Wow... so much has been goin on and its all nuts... the first thing i must say is, grounding sucks alot. I feel so weird without my phone i don't look forward to the weekend, because it will probably be so boring, even worse than school! Oh and by the way, if you didnt know, i no longer have a phone for the next month or so, so if you need to get ahold of me, me home number is 303-693-1322 and i will try to check my messages from my cell as much as possible. Homecoming was alright... dinner was lots of fun, the dance was fun in short bursts.. usually when i stopped worrying about my date (with some help) and just had fun dancing and stuff. Then after the dance was fun for a little while till i got picked up by the police! I didnt even do anything wrong really either... i got a phone call, so i went outside and sat on the curb so i could hear and talk, and a cop car drove by... right away they turned around, and one of them got out, the first thing he said to me was "how fucking wasted are you?!?" i wasnt at all, so i told him so. He called me a liar and said that he could smell the booze on me... bullshit, thats all i have to say. After taking me home and talking to my mom, he told her that i was definately really drunk and he could tell. Luckilly she didn't believe him, but i'm still grounded for a month. the problem was the fact that i called and told my mom that we were at kaila's.. which we werent. I only told her that because i really did not want to bring kaila home and make her talk to them... i also knew i didn't just want to leave her, so i was just going to stay... didnt work out so well.No my parents will never trust me again, and they don't believe that this is the first time i've done something like this, which it totally is.They keep saying, what are the odds that you get caught the first time... exactly what i want to know...

After all this, i got to go to Ft. Collins with student government, simply because my parents didn't want to screw the school. I am so glad i went, it was so much fun, i wont even go into details.

Stuff has been goin on.. and i have no clue what to do...part of me wants it so bad... but i dont want to rush into a bad decision. I keep telling myself that... but i can't see anything bad in it.. so i'll see.

it was about time for an update...

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wow... [06 Oct 2004|11:16pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I haven’t updated in quite a long time…. And all I have to say is…

Wow…


And that’s it.

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whats wrong with me? [12 Sep 2004|12:18pm]
i know in my case she did change... its like she became this clique-y stereotypical teenage girl. it makes me sick. and yet i think i see traces of who i thought she was?

she used to think for herself. i think?


god... is this true.. As i keep thinking everything around me is changing and sucks, is it just me?

have i become a horrible person?
do i hate everything else? or just me?
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[05 Sep 2004|01:25am]
So tonight was Cubbys wedding. I have such mixed emotions about today. It was so great to see him that happy, I haven’t seen him smile like that in so long, you can tell how much he loves her.. But it was so depressing being there and seeing him and not being able to talk to him. The low point of the afternoon was definitely when he came up to me and told me how glad he was that I was there but that he couldn’t talk to me… Its just so frustrating that jeromy can talk to him, and ross can almost talk to h im, and I still have a year and a half.. Why should the fact that I am a year and a half younger than them make me not be able to talk to him? Its not fair to him, its not fair to his friends, and its not fair to his family.
Bit anyways, off that note, the wedding was gorgeous… I think the best part was definitely the ring bearer repelling from the ceiling after the rings were reported “missing” Antoinettes face was priceless… she had no idea… Also, the people changing into Kayak gear for the reception was quite hilarious… what a cubby wedding!

HAHAHA and by the way I bought 2 skirts today.. Yes count um… 2 and I have promised to wear um.. So look out lol
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[29 Aug 2004|12:27am]
Well the first two days of the first weekend of school were pretty cool. Me and Jenny got the idea of roasting marshmallows on Jenny’s gas stove, and did so during lunch. After school, I ended up going over to jennys and making burritos with her and Jacquie then went to kailas and made smores and cookies… Then we fell asleep on her floor watching 2 fast 2 furious which was very uncomfortable, somehow my floors different…

Today I had a soccer game… and dun dun dun dun… we lost… what else is new… kinda sucks huh? OH well… Then I hung out with my neighbor and his friend (freshman). We were going to go put putting so I invited a bunch of people but that didn’t work out. So me, kaila, Troy, jenny, her 2 friends, nick, andrew alex and kailas friend ish person Chance hun out instead… We drove to anthonys w/ 5 people in Troys VERY small Mustang and then down to Family sports to pick up Chance. WE ended up goin to my house and ate lots of pizza and Taquitos,i just reaized how awesome it s of my parents to like feed all my friends and have no problem with it... everyone left between 1030 and 11 except Troy who left at like 12.. We had some good discussions bout some different stuff… it was fun

I realized that when im with kaila we eat a lot.. I think we have fun making the food... That and the 25 cent candy bars at King soopers.. I think we should work on a new activity.. Cause I usually feel sick after hanging out with her


ahh man i have soccer tomorrow morning at 9 am blah
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[25 Aug 2004|09:57pm]
God… im the biggest moron ever… im just sitting here talking to people and such.. And kinda getting down about some stuff and all of a sudden im sittin here just bawling my fucking eyes out…


why do things change?
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[25 Aug 2004|08:36pm]
Saturday night was way cool! I had a bunch of people over at my house after going to the saved by hero concert… most of them invited by matt and crew or kaila.. Mad props out to them… I don’t have anywhere near that many friends! Yeah so we all sat outside and talked and such and played limbo, then moved in and watched 50 first dates. Pretty much everyone left at like midnight except for alex. Then we went to winchells with Matt and Ian. After Winchells Matt was over till like 430... When he said that if he didn’t leave before it got light he would never go to sleep.

Schools alright… I don’t mind school itself, but the homework sucks a lot! I sat at the computer for like an hour yesterday trying to start my essay for psych and then finished it today in like ten minutes… I hate ms McLendon with a passion.. She gave us a frickin mock AP exam today for a grade!! All of my other teachers seem pretty cool, hopefully pottery is awesome!

Wow… school is sorta depressing me lately… the fact that im not playing field hockey, and jeromy and matt and such left.. And I cant just go out like I could and I have to do homework… man o man…
Yeah im tired and rambling and done w/ it!
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[25 Aug 2004|08:23pm]
How Low Can You Go?Collapse )
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same old sameold [20 Aug 2004|09:45pm]
So the most retarded thing in the history of the world just happened… yah… quite a disappointment, I’m not going to lie. Oh well though ill get over it! So Kaila just called and now I guess we are gonna go hang w/ taifur and Ned which should be quite fun, they are both very fun kids! Today… I dunno pretty much sucked I guess… work was alright, but leaving, and the fact that matt actually left to go back to Nebraska finally made the fact that summers ending hit me. He called from Lexington Nebraska saying how bored he was driving and he still had 300 miles to go! Poor kid! He said he missed me and such and that we better stay in touch all year… which sort of helped rule out the suspicions I was havin that he didn’t really wanna hang out with me at all, I guess its just the way Matt acts.

I had a soccer game today.. And it sucked… a big one! Not only did we lose 4-0... But I played well which always makes losses more disappointing, and now I have a huge bruise on my shin and 2 on my knees… I have to play again tomorrow morning and if my team sucks ass again im going to be quite upset

Wow I really really jump around in this thing it must be the most boring thing ever to read.. Im sorry if you’ve read this far…


Oh, and I’ve decided I’m not going to call him anymore haha we’ll see how it goes…
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same old sameold [20 Aug 2004|09:45pm]
So the most retarded thing in the history of the world just happened… yah… quite a disappointment, I’m not going to lie. Oh well though ill get over it! So Kaila just called and now I guess we are gonna go hang w/ taifur and Ned which should be quite fun, they are both very fun kids! Today… I dunno pretty much sucked I guess… work was alright, but leaving, and the fact that matt actually left to go back to Nebraska finally made the fact that summers ending hit me. He called from Lexington Nebraska saying how bored he was driving and he still had 300 miles to go! Poor kid! He said he missed me and such and that we better stay in touch all year… which sort of helped rule out the suspicions I was havin that he didn’t really wanna hang out with me at all, I guess its just the way Matt acts.

I had a soccer game today.. And it sucked… a big one! Not only did we lose 4-0... But I played well which always makes losses more disappointing, and now I have a huge bruise on my shin and 2 on my knees… I have to play again tomorrow morning and if my team sucks ass again im going to be quite upset

Wow I really really jump around in this thing it must be the most boring thing ever to read.. Im sorry if you’ve read this far…


Oh, and I’ve decided I’m not going to call him anymore haha we’ll see how it goes…
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boy talksw/ kaila [19 Aug 2004|12:02am]
So today me and kaila did a boy talk!! its been long planned and needed... how fun are they!?!?! we act like 6th graders and just talk about the boys of the times!

ahhh how interesting... and exciting as well... i only wish there was a little more info... cant explain further... hope to soon
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my lovely night [17 Aug 2004|11:20pm]
So… I don’t think anyone really reads this… but im alright with that.. I live a fairly boring life anyhow, not to mention the fact that those pics were fairly embarrassing! Tonight I an eye doctor appointment, hooray I don’t have to go back till February and I can wear contacts for short periods of time!!! I may have a scar on my eye for the rest of my life but I think that’s pretty darn awesome!

After that I went to kailas house and met Anthony and we made cookies with Ned as well which was great fun… yah so we played catch with the corn nuts after we played a game where you place a part of a chocolate bar on the bill of a hat then flip it off and catch it in your mouth.. I failed big time! Then came the big necklace switcharoo, and now Anthony aka Andrew aka somethin else is now wearing my rainbow/star necklace… how hot is that?!!?! Yeah so that was my exciting night! Hooray for me!

Oh yeah I almost forgot.. Me and Ned had some massive mind sex.. And it was way wild! Lol YEAH!
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man o man [16 Aug 2004|11:07pm]
ok... so me and kaila have way toooo much time on our hands.. lol our minds have been totally in the gutter lol way too many threesome talks!!So we are both involved in like 4 threesomes plus a massive orgy… yah im sure you can tell by the pictures… I swear we are both completely straight! Yah so today was freshman orientation which was so much fun!! Haha me and morgan totally ditched all the games and just talked and such… I made a new freshman bestfriend…. But we can never have a relationship.. Cause hes a playa… plus… I think he hates me which could put a damper on the relationship…

Yah so then we went to the mall which sucked for me cause my mom made me come home cause I didn’t call first! L… oh well tho cause then we all went to kailas and took all sorts of pictures! Yah yah yah good times… wow… my life is either really boring or I just have an unbelievable knack for making it sound so… yah so im out
Later gater
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Day 4: Sexual Experimentation [16 Aug 2004|09:22pm]
Day 4: Sexual ExperimentationCollapse )
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hum... [15 Aug 2004|01:30pm]
ys so this is the first enty i myelf have written but you know... what can you do?? well yesterday was quite a fun day, went to the stugo thing all day, had tons of fun there then brought Ned his watch back that i accidently stole.We ended up talking on his front porch for quite a long time then watched a movie that i dont remember the name of, but enjoyed...

Today is lindseys bday party and i got her the coolest present ever! i believe its some sort of a scavenger hunt which should be tons of fun! Im pretty darn excited not gonna lie.. im also excited fo freshman orientation tomorrow!! me, morgan and lindsey made goodie bags foror freshman complete w/ pencil,pen, candy and a winner gold medle that they will be required to wear around their necks! hooray for cheep stuff at wal-mart!! mn my keyboard doesnt work very well so i have to type really slow and makesure each letter comesup, and im sick of it so iiimm out! later gater
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[13 Aug 2004|11:48pm]
Me and Kaila Should Not Be Allowed To Have A Camera...Collapse )
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[13 Aug 2004|11:05pm]
[ mood | horny ]

Have you ever had an interest that is so the ante of your personality? It's odd to contemplate the straight forward reasoning that society gives to our likes and dislikes. Who would ever assume, for example, that I love the colours pastel pink and purple. The majority of you would be some what suprised to find that out, simply because of how I present myself. How does how I act determine the colours that I like? It doesn't in simple terms, yet because of the way we are socialized it does.

Nah actually had a good night with my two lesbian lovers. Yes kids, two. Kaila's not pleased that she has competition besides Taifur now, but hey, that's just the way things go. What can I say, I'm popular like that.

I just found out, besides headbands, tire swings are the coolest things, ever! Yah.

And I like food. But that's a given. Mmmm, Arby's. Except the fact that Kaila is a fuck up. Whata kind of loser chooses to, after paying of course, and before getting food, decides to drive around the building. The worst part was someone came in as we drove out so we got stuck behind them without our food. Baaah.

In quite a predicament now, that I won't go into specifics with. Sometimes things are just complicated. Baaaah again. Well I'm going to go take pictures. They will be posted. Don't cry!

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