Wow... so much has been goin on and its all nuts... the first thing i must say is, grounding sucks alot. I feel so weird without my phone i don't look forward to the weekend, because it will probably be so boring, even worse than school! Oh and by the way, if you didnt know, i no longer have a phone for the next month or so, so if you need to get ahold of me, me home number is 303-693-1322 and i will try to check my messages from my cell as much as possible. Homecoming was alright... dinner was lots of fun, the dance was fun in short bursts.. usually when i stopped worrying about my date (with some help) and just had fun dancing and stuff. Then after the dance was fun for a little while till i got picked up by the police! I didnt even do anything wrong really either... i got a phone call, so i went outside and sat on the curb so i could hear and talk, and a cop car drove by... right away they turned around, and one of them got out, the first thing he said to me was "how fucking wasted are you?!?" i wasnt at all, so i told him so. He called me a liar and said that he could smell the booze on me... bullshit, thats all i have to say. After taking me home and talking to my mom, he told her that i was definately really drunk and he could tell. Luckilly she didn't believe him, but i'm still grounded for a month. the problem was the fact that i called and told my mom that we were at kaila's.. which we werent. I only told her that because i really did not want to bring kaila home and make her talk to them... i also knew i didn't just want to leave her, so i was just going to stay... didnt work out so well.No my parents will never trust me again, and they don't believe that this is the first time i've done something like this, which it totally is.They keep saying, what are the odds that you get caught the first time... exactly what i want to know...
After all this, i got to go to Ft. Collins with student government, simply because my parents didn't want to screw the school. I am so glad i went, it was so much fun, i wont even go into details.
Stuff has been goin on.. and i have no clue what to do...part of me wants it so bad... but i dont want to rush into a bad decision. I keep telling myself that... but i can't see anything bad in it.. so i'll see.
it was about time for an update...